stressed

my mom thinks im suicidal.. i wouldnt quite call it being suicidal.. i just get very stressed to the point where i dont think its worth living.
i feel very sorry towards my mom because shes really worried about me.. im trying my utmost best to hide all my stress but she told me it shows through my face.
i keep praying to god that things would get better and im just patiently waiting for something good to happen.